You have not known what you are—you have slumbered upon yourself all your life, |
Your eye-lids have been as much as closed most of the time, |
What you have done returns already in mock- eries, |
Your thrift, knowledge, prayers, if they do not return in mockeries, what is their return? |
The mockeries are not you, |
Underneath them, and within them, I see you lurk, |
I pursue you where none else has pursued you, |
Silence, the desk, the flippant expression, the night, the accustomed routine, if these con- ceal you from others, or from yourself, they do not conceal you from me, |
The shaved face, the unsteady eye, the impure complexion, if these balk others, they do not balk me, |
The pert apparel, the deformed attitude, drunken- ness, greed, premature death, all these I part aside, |
I track through your windings and turnings—I come upon you where you thought eye should never come upon you. |
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